yawnz. Argentina don't deserve to lose. Germans so "kelong" to go onto the next round.
ok. highlighted my hair blue and the results was abit different from what i wanted, but the color is pretty nice.
nothing much to expect more now, but to get better grades and earn more pocket money. bwah. Today's practical test was a screw up, my bad. Hope at least a B.
next week onwards going to be busy. proj + tests+ poly50 + world cup finals.
Sa-Yo-Na-Ra!
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Realization | Thursday, June 29, 2006
really a bad week for me. stiff neck which made me missed lessons on tuesday. then wednesday went back to sch for poly50 training, and before that i was playing bball with alvin. Today, i really got knocked out. KO~ ended up going home no energy to do anything. Haha...getting old ! 19 already. got to wake up and start planning for future.
and one more thing~!!! i have gained weight!46kg to 55kg! for the past weeks been thinking of food day and night. Haha. But those food i'm craved for were meaty and sweetening. Ice-cream, chicken chop, meat lovers, pizzas, chicken wings....etc.
during the training, whole mind was about kris whom me and shiya didn't get in contact with for a long time. Asked her come out, sms, msn and any other ways we tried contacting, it's like to no avail. Her reply is like very hard to continue, then after thinking of what to say, she doesn't respond. Friends whom can talk and joke around are no longer those group. In which it's the point i'm bring across.
Irony. Friends whom i could hardly meet up and talk to, actually have so much to catch up with. On the other hand, those that are close could barely continue with another sentence. But thank God for giving this group of friends. Busy we might be, time to catch up is what we look forward to.
Things which you said. Can never retrieve back. Sorry won't help. Time won't heal. The wound is there forever.
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| Monday, June 26, 2006
just few weeks and so many things happened.
were over at alvin's place for dinner and movie marathon. had jap food and watched scary movie 4, Xmen3, tokyo drift and silent hill. for supper, we had mcdonald's pepper drumlets at 4am in the morning. We woke up at 930 and headed down to PPCC for bball like our usual sat. This was one of the best sat which noone pushed any responsibilities when they conceded. How i wish we could remain what we were. No quarrels. Just laughters. Then at night went over to my bro's house to party for World Cup. Left his place in the morning. Damn Argentina. Lousy form they played.
Life's ups and downs. No doubt about it. So this is the full story:
This guy friend asked to go after this girl who apparently seem to get along with me. Pt 1: He pushes me to her. Then we go out for the next few weeks.(3 of us) Pt 2: I feel i'm there just to resolve their shyness. He constantly asked things abt me and her. Dinner with guy friend. Pt 3: He asked me to go after this girl for the final time. Then they were together on the same day. And was told he was considering another girl at his neighbourhood. Next day on the train. He told me he's together with the girl already , and were just about to go out as usual and was given the piece of news from him.
-Then after this, he tells our buddies that i like the girl but they are together already. What's the message he's pulling acrossto others? But something simply he can't get this fucking message across from me. I don't like this girl and stated my stand for many times. Why go through so much hussles to tell me you actually like this girl? If he really like her, simply tell me at the first place. Why act as if you didn't like the girl and push her to me and ended up doing so many things?
-Was talking to my buddy in NS, EVEN his bunkmates knows abt the nonsense he has done before. snatching others girlfriends. backstabbing. So am i in the fault to have trusted him? Maybe this is a obvious point which he's been isolated by all his friends for these years. I'm fucking blind to trust him.
-Others tell me to forgive him. But I feel this is a serious matter and a point if i should still regard him as a friend or stranger.
So u are reading this post? i don't give a fuck about it. I won't deny the possibility of you reading my posts to check if i like her. Thanks for teaching me another chapter in life.
just erased all my smses in my handphone which lagged the whole phone. 2500++. haha. like what i did, let me erase everything thus far.
i'm getting in love with jap and hongkong tv serials! so addictive. just relived GTO(Great Teacher Onizuka) and the some of the latest hk serials.
***sry shiya. couldn't make it for poly50 training. i slept on my specs the other day and it got crooked so needed to repair.
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