"so what" sounds attitude...but in fact, it means something else.
"so what!" if:
1) u are tall/short/fat/skinny/ugly/pretty. it's only skin deep. 2)u are poor/rich. if money's everything, can u buy time? buy for me my childhood? 3)u have good grades. when u depended on tuition and tuition on all subjects just to score A's? 4)u know alot of people. when none of them are your friends. and you fake to be mr/miss nice just to attract attention. 4)u like the person but u never dare to declare for her? so what's the usepf holding a torch for her. 5)u want to be first in everything. u are the best if u know in ur heart.
many times, we want to have this have that. like been able to dunk. like becoming a director of some listed company. but we also procrastinate on minor stuff which we can't even take it.
i've grown alot during attachment. if u can't take it, take ur stuff and leave. that's it. they can easily get someone else to do the job. The job is perfectly fine, not much to say about. Collegues are nice, took gd care of this "ah boy" and even treated me to Cartel. And the director gave me A for it! :P
been mahjong-ing with daniel,mengchuen,tanghoe and sis+sis's friends. been feeling guilty these few days cause i won alot. i don't like to win or lose money on the table. who likes to lose? everyone wants to win. but i don't like to see others sad when they lose. Gambling is bad. I've played only 20,40 cents and won like $160 over few games. And 1 session with 2 games of 30,60 cents and i won $170? So totalled up in 3 days i won like $330?. This is insane. I want to stop this. Gambling just sucks. Play loser punch at prata shop is better. At least 1 meal for four won't cost you more than $20. Mahjong and card games are just for leisure. If the stakes are so high, might as well robbed the person. Like Daniel and me played 2 person mahjong. Stakes at 10cents/game. We had so much fun yet both parties lost happily. It's just a game. Win or lose we just want to have fun.
Yeah! my buddies in NS had lots to share. Chiong sua, "tau pok", blur bunk mates, sabo kings and ghost stories! hilarious! many guys fear NS, but me?! can't wait to enter NS! i want to be the best unit! OCS please choose me! i promise to train my physique! pleaSe? bwahhaa...
Life has many more things for me to do. Just that the time has not come. Cause God thinks I'm not ready yet. Tell me what to do. Been longing to go back to church, but always cannnot wake up on time for it.
*************************
Created at 2:33 AM
*************************
Profile
Name: Ah Mun/Chris Age: 19
Currently third year student of Biz-It in Singapore Polytechnic.
Planning to go SIM to further in Marketing.
Loves
Family
Friends
Food
Fishy
Shopping
Basketball
Sleep
Loathes
Lies
Bad Customer Service
Wishlist
Backpacking trip to Hongkong
Pet Cat
Tanya Chua New Album
Driving Licence
Pray for her to stay happy
