didn't go sch today. neither for work. she fainted today. brought her to doctor and didn't know what the f the doctor said. like nth much? anyway, she took medicine and rest. Got better in the evening. second thing. project grp for WSD module. everyone chose their grp and i'm left with 5 pple to choose? some slackers and don't feel like working with them. No choice, this sem i got to work damn hard. work. trying out if i can work and study at the same time. really be very stress this sem. pray hard i can do well for both.
feeling damn fked up. damn. must be the proj mates issue.
another issue. sry bballers for not joining u guys out. got to work. have fun w/o me ok?..... next time i see u guys must do dunks for me to see!.....while else this 3 pter shoot all air balls le........ A lvl takers..... left with 5-7 days before the papers come...study hard and don't slack!....
crap....another thing. cheaters on the mj table. what hand signals and give chance. kaoz. at most next time don't play with them. nevermind. lucky i still win... ^^
so all this things got me into this mood swing. so u think i can deserve to mood swing? haha...
anyway, i think after i started working, initiative is what i see and learnt. If u don't learn to do things w/o others telling u, they might just sack u. Whether u are working anot, they know. They just pretend they don't know anything only. So does "initiative" applies every aspect in life. family.friends. work. and the other half. No courage to take up the initiative to woo them also no use right? chances are here, but it all still boils down to u to make the effort.
starting tomorrow. work + studies.
ciaoz.take care.miss u all.
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Sem reopen! | Tuesday, November 01, 2005
With only 3 hrs of sleep, i pushed myself unwillingly off the bed and prepared for sch. First day of sch, as usual, nth much to mention. But, there's something worth mentioning afterall. It's that i've been paying attention! lol, cause attention span is important in work as well in studies. Maybe something i learn from working? Lecturers wise, not so bad. At least better than year 1's Lecturers IMO.
Wanted to get down early to Suntec for Bravissmo's last day. But i was late due to the accounting lecturer going on and on when it's first day of sch which supposingly has no lectures. So by the time i reached, they have left already. -_-" ...nevermind.... at least i met them. Wanted to join them to walk around, but i promised sim,teck ching and enoch to go out le. No choice, but to sacrifice my CHANCE for my friends. One of my principle in life is not to fly your friend's kites if i have given any promise. *Sob* I have this "evil" classmate who asked me to fly my friend's kites to go with the gals. {U see lah!, teach me wrong stuff!Later i learn wrong stuff!} So while meeting them, don't know why on earth i feel so "pai-seh" and i think my face blush, i turned around and hit the railings! Ouch!....not so much of physical, but mentally! Haha....God's playing a prank on me....telling me there's no fate or she's not the one or whatever.
Anyway, something for celebration! Managed to clear this problem that has been pestering me for years. Mel's gone! Praise the LOrd! At least i know, i'm freed.To those who don't understand, it's fine. Just a personal matter.
Weee....Sandra lent me her Mayday's Cd but i haven't listen! tomorrow sure listen the whole Cd de!.....she recommend until so nice... :P Then Sim and me got a Maul and Son t-shirt each. It was sold $26/pc, but 2 pc for $29. Pricing abit too unbalance right?haha...happy owners anyway....And i got a Hush Puppy Polo. Geezh, wanted to buy it 2 weeks back but haven't had the time to shop. The next shopping list would be.....wallet, track shoes, casual shoes, jeans and some shirts. I think i'm not ending up with any of my pay left this money. :(
I've questions to ask for all. Would u wait for someone who's waiting for someone else? Praying hard one day ur chance will come? Or "love" at first sight w/o knowing how the person's like(*that person need not to be very gd looking either, it's just the feeling)?
*....yawnz...*, off to kitchen to get some noodle b4 sleeping......!
later today gonna have mj session at 11am........i better rest more!
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holiday ended~~lotsa things to say... | Monday, October 31, 2005
Work ended today, and not very happy about it. Not with the job itself cause i'm enjoying it( although i'm pissed with some customers at times due to over-demanding and mean requests), but it's with end of it. Can't bear to leave the place due to the people there. The joy when we chat and make merry, the sorrow when we got overloading shipments and stupid requests......maybe that's what bonding is about afterall.
And Bravissmo ice cream outlet is shutting down at suntec today. Haiz. Memorable shop with nice people. Alan, maggie,ivy....and some others. My collegues, Kris-supervisor who loves to joke around and provides strong support for her men whenever things crop up, Adriel-super workholic and "lao-jiao", Huimin- understanding and provides encouragement for me. Fellow carrefour mates like joel,jing lu, jie ren and other promoters which i don't really know their names but we always talk alot of crap ard.
Actually, i met someone there. Really has that kind of feeling.But i'm still afraid of making history repeated. Anyway, no chance anymore. No more chances of meeting already. Opportunities gone and i'm trying not to feel regretted. *grins*...maybe it's better. Can concentrate on friends,bball,family,my soon to be house and work.
Damn tired, but don't feel like sleeping. Been thinking whether i have grown up this holiday cause i feel change within me. Getting independant? Cause i don't like to ask help from others now, but to do things myself. Jerome's right. The only constant thing in this world is change. I'm believing in his theories. ^^ Like friends. All have been changing. In times in which you think u are the only one not changing but actually have changed too. Sounds contradicting when u read this? Think and read again if u don't get what i mean.
Got myself some job offers. Continue with my luggage jog, or join Carrefour as a official employee as a cashier($6/hr) or toys/luggage sales assistant($5.25/hr), toy promoters($5+hr + com) or wait to join as Bravissmo ice cream seller. Erhmm....can't make up my mind. But waiting for a call to make a decison.
~~ wednesday have bbq at my place~~ free for all~~~ sms for more info~
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long time since i updated | Sunday, October 30, 2005
it's a long time since i updated;
been working for the whole holiday at carrefour suntec, as a luggage promoter. It's ending soon, and i really don't feel like leaving the place. Although Carrefour has lotsa stupid rules and regulations which i'm pretty disappointed with, but it's still left a footprint in my heart. Again. Why?...well , i don't know either. maybe, the people there?....
sad news. the ice cream shop's closing. Bravissmo Italian Ice Cream. It's a nice place to hang out with whenever i have breaks. Nice chatty pple and slurpy ice cream. *Sighz* ....So where am i going to go during my breaks in future if i carry on working.....maybe i shouldn't continue .....
2 days back....had BBQ + stay over at Alvin's house.....weee....and it was Danny's bday!....got him a ice cream cake and got him in surprise! Until the very moment we celebrated Danny's bday, i realised i have neglected them for such a long time. Feeling very bad after the celebration. Time for me to spend more time with them! Definitely. Sorry Alvin, Enoch, Cong, Hoe, Daniel, Danny,Darren,Chris and the rest of the bball gang!
---- To All A's level takers, good luck and study hard----
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Name: Ah Mun/Chris Age: 19
Currently third year student of Biz-It in Singapore Polytechnic.
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