it's 3:30am now, and i don't feel tired nor sleepy. These days there's something wrong with my body. Malfunction. No sense of tiredness, low attention span, always hungry.....Or is there something bothering me?I don't know, so i'm here to figure what's going on...
some thoughts going thru my head:
1)studies....haven't been doing well... 2)physical fitness....really no stamina, can't last more than 3 hrs on bball court now i guess.... 3)thoughts? been thinking far too much these days.... 4)parents- not they having problems with them , but i find myself a big problem to them.... 5)Siblings-no time for them either. neither do they have time. They have their own jobs and life now. 6)friends-especially bball clickz, sorry for not spending time with you guys lately. Cause i'm hit and down. 7)"part time business"- no time to organise the fishes for sale too..... 8)driving license-want to get it asap too... 9)job-looking for a job after exams, need to start saving some money for further studies... 10)lifestyle- this is not what i want, i want to chill out, clubbing.....etc 11)i'm dependant on others....i feel... 12)i want to go for the trial for SuperHost....^^...what kind of problem is this~~! well, been a compere was once my dream, and now it may be realised....why not give it a try? 13)nose- hope it won't give me any more problem cause there was some bleeding few weeks back after my classmate threw her soft toy at my nose. 14)losing faith in myself.----God, tell me why? 15)think i'm too nice to pple, shouldn't be nice cause people will more advantages of you. You give an inch , but they take a foot. 16)Utterly no thought of competition. Like to do better than others etc. Practically, i'm losing this spirit. 17)i've been a failure since i entered Poly. Wasted all my time. 18)am i suffering from low self esteem?haha...i think i have moderate of it...
so 18 thoughts for a 18 guy here at this moment which he should be sleeping... well....off to study... .cheers!
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Created at 3:30 AM
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Name: Ah Mun/Chris Age: 19
Currently third year student of Biz-It in Singapore Polytechnic.
Planning to go SIM to further in Marketing.
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Family
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Fishy
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Backpacking trip to Hongkong
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Tanya Chua New Album
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