3 more days before my first paper, and i'm not really in the mood to study..... :P i did some revision, but not to the extent i have the confidence to score an A. After this entry, i'm going to mug late today.
some thoughts for today... secondary school is really different.It's not the place that matters. It's the people. It's the things we do. Although there were misunderstandings, but they would be solved instantly. No overnight grudges. People don't put on a mask. If they hate you, it's written all over their faces. If everyone's enjoying the company of each other(most of the time), you could hear the simplest laughters and see the most charming smiles. How do u define simplest laughters?....it's all from the heart, we know it....
polytechnic. A place where 90% of the people are with their masks are on. No doubt there are laughters and smiles, but they are not from the heart. Sometimes, i don't see the point in making friends with them. My first year in poly was on a high profile, making friends from everywhere in the school. Clubs, other classes, basketball courts, cafeteria....etc. Now currently 2nd year, i'm in a very low profile. Friends are very easy to make, but you don't know who and what exactly they would be.Just within one semester, i've been backstabbed at least twice.
Or perhaps, they have different backgrounds. Much more complicated backgrounds which made them so hard to understand. Or all these God wants to show me how's the world is like.
Should i just be myself, or act blur as if i'm so ignorant of everything, or go around bs-ing people? I really don't know....like the chinese saying " jian guo gui hai bu bai ye hen".....
Demanding. Another serious problem with us. We always expect more from others and hardly give. It's like asking someone to contribute some stuff in projects , but he responds with " why can't you do it? why me?". A little more appreciation is needed for us. A simple phrase such as "thank you" and less procrastinations will definitely make the place a better the place. On the other hand, i believe that it doesn't matter how much people gives, but how much u give and would that make everyone happy? IF so, why not give more and be happier?Another issue with demand(s). Not with people but especially with girls. They only know how to take and never give. Examples like asking guys to do stuff, and expect them to do them as if these extra jobs are given to them since we guys are born.
hey.....u see..... i'm procrastinating again...damn.... that's all for today folks!
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Name: Ah Mun/Chris Age: 19
Currently third year student of Biz-It in Singapore Polytechnic.
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